Meanjin

The Finest New Writing in Australia

Your account

Sign in
  • In Print
  • Online Only
    • Latest Pieces
    • Reading Trails
    • What I’m Reading
  • Read
    • The Meanjin Papers
    • Poetry
    • Essays
    • Fiction
    • Memoir
    • The Meanjin Interviews
    • Experiments
    • State of the Nation
    • The Year In…
  • Books
    • Reviews
    • Australia in Three Books
    • What I’m Reading
  • Writers
    • Interviews
  • Buy
    • Subscribe
    • Where to buy
  • News
    • Announcements
    • Events
  • About
    • About Meanjin
    • First Peoples First
    • People
    • Editorial Advisory Panel
    • Copyright and Payment
    • Partners
    • Get Involved
    • Contact
    • Privacy
  • Search

The Final Boys

Peter Polites

Winter 2018

My mum loves to do the bolt. For her it’s a game until it turns too real. It starts as a playful hop and a jog past some houses. She exhales with a smile then and her eyes expand so much that her brow lines fold. And then she is gone. And then she is bolting down a footpath with her house keys in between her knuckles like jagged bronze knives.

The first time it happened I was in year five and she was walking me to school in the morning. The soles of my original three-stripe shoes scraped on the ground. She turned around to see me squatting on a low brick fence like a gargoyle. Her cheeks fell still, her mouth dropped, she turned around and started running. I thought it was a game so I started following, sometimes running, sometimes skipping until she started screaming ‘Boithia! Boithia! Vrykolokas!’ I caught up to her a few houses away from my school because she’d tired out by then. I calmed her down and after that never asked her to take me to school again.

Embrace Australia’s finest writers

Meanjin is open again for subscriptions! Thank you all for your patience as we’ve undertaken the transfer of the journal to its new home.

The next edition of Meanjin will be available from December 2026. Information on the purchase of single editions – in print or ePub formats – will be available closer to time.

To stay in touch with our latest news, please sign up here.

Fiction

Stone Quarry
Gerald Murnane
The flight of birds
Huyen Hac Helen Tran
A Windmill in the West
Peter Carey
The Inquisitors
Thomas Keneally

Search Meanjin

Most Recent Edition

Search Meanjin

Site by Madeleine Egan

  • In Print
  • Online Only
    • Latest Pieces
    • Reading Trails
    • What I’m Reading
  • Read
    • The Meanjin Papers
    • Poetry
    • Essays
    • Fiction
    • Memoir
    • The Meanjin Interviews
    • Experiments
    • State of the Nation
    • The Year In…
  • Books
    • Reviews
    • Australia in Three Books
    • What I’m Reading
  • Writers
    • Interviews
  • Buy
    • Subscribe
    • Where to buy
  • News
    • Announcements
    • Events
  • About
    • About Meanjin
    • First Peoples First
    • People
    • Editorial Advisory Panel
    • Copyright and Payment
    • Partners
    • Get Involved
    • Contact
    • Privacy
  • Search